and look- her thighs touch..
and look- her thighs touch..
WARNING: mentions of purging, low self esteem, burning.
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Hello, my name is Danielle, and I’m 5’1 and 19 years old. My weight is about 160. This is my second submission.
Recently, I finally started to stop my unhealthy ways of losing weight, and with that…I stopped purging. It’s been a long few months, and in those months, I’ve put on 15 lbs because I haven’t stopped the bingeing that I’d usually purge from…but I’m getting better. It’s a slow process.
I’ve been trying to love myself more, but it’s really hard for me to turn back years of self hate into self love. For example. I hate my thighs. They’re huge, and they have cellulite all over them. I have a flat butt, which is a pain to find pants that fit me because of my thighs and lack of a bum. I dislike the shape of my body, and I wish I were more hourglass shaped…or at least taller. I have a scar on my leg from a minor surgery, and a burn mark on my right wrist from me trying to find other ways to manage my emotional pain.
I do like some things about me though. I love my eyes. you cant tell here very well, but I’ve been complimented on my eye color, my long eyelashes, and just how round my eyes are. I absolutely love my cleavage, and I wouldn’t trade anything for them. I think I’m a wonderful person to be around, and someday someone else will ACCEPT ME FOR WHO I AM. I am done trying to conform myself into an image that I hope will please or attract people to me. If they don’t like me the way I am, they aren’t worth it. Done are the nights crying over my weight and why I have no one. I am turning a new leaf. One that is less focused on appearance and more on just…living life without a care in the world about who the hell thinks I’m fat, ugly, or any other derogatory name I have been called in the past.
All of you people are absolutely STUNNING, and I wish you the best of luck on your journeys to love the body you were born with.:)
For once i feel like i am okay with having curves. I was talking to a friend today about some things going on in my life and me stressing about my body and not feeling comfortable about looking the way i do sometimes. I can look in the mirror and think you are beautiful so thats not my problem. When i think about other people looking at me and judging me i freak out and this is what he said to me, ” I actually love the way you look, you wear those little dresses to parties and i look at you and see a beautiful girl, i can’t pick out a single flaw.” ” Im usually one of those guys that look at ass and tits on a girl but with you, i find myself thinking “her smile is great” and “she has really pretty eyes” and im betting a lot of other guys think the same thing.” It was such a nice change of pace to have a legitimate guy tell me what he thinks of me and that im pretty without him trying to get into my pants. That alone makes me feel beautiful and that i can own what i got. Im gonna embrace what i have and not worry so much about the negative because honestly, its not them that i have to please its me. And if im confident with what i have that is what i will show.
Out on the town, can’t believe they have a christmas tree up already!!! lol
Hey, I’m Isabella Jessica, and I wear clothes from sizes 14-20. Im curvy, and I can’t say I love myself, because I Don’t. i would love to be more active, but I suffer from Ashthma and diabetes, so I find it really hard to lose any weight at all.
I think women with curves should model for clothes brands, not the photoshopped size 2 models.
Im the biggest out of all of my friends, but I get the most attention from boys, and I’m not a slut. And I think this is down to my curves.
I started this blog in hope of inspiring girls and boys to FEEL attractive, and feel like they are beautiful.